不知为什么，从上个周末开始，我极想念高中的那些伙伴们。我似乎终于尝到了以前从未有过的那所谓“思念”的味道。“思念”是个什么东西，我以前一直不知道，甚至无法理解。现在我明白了，如果和自己爱的人分离两地，那一定是比我现在还难受的一种思念。李清照的“此情无计可消除，才下眉头，却上心头”的痛苦现在也觉得深有同感了。

 

     这次是《a little pain》，《nana》动画的第一集片尾曲。好听~

 

Travel to the moon　君は眠り　夢を解く
誰もいない　星の光　操りながら
強くなるため　忘れた笑顔
きっと二人なら　取り戻す

気づいて

I'm here waiting for you
今とは違う未来があっても
I'm here waiting for you
叫び続けて
きっと心は　つなぐ糸をたぐってる
あの頃の私　目を覚ますように
No need to cry

 

Travel in silence　手をのばせば　触れるのに
君は遠い　それは　思い出の中のこと
声が聞こえる　目を閉じれば
小さな痛みさえ　いとしくて

見つめて

I'm here waiting for you
風に吹かれ　一人迷っても
I'm here waiting for you
空を見上げて

ずっと心は　手を広げて守ってる
あの頃の君が　振り返るまで塗り
No need to cry

 

(Feel something, Feel nothing)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

気づいて

I'm here waiting for you
今とは違う未来があっても
I'm here waiting for you
叫び続けて
きっと心は　つなぐ糸をたぐってる
あの頃の私　目を覚ますように
No need to cry

 

    《the cape the storms》。 电影《下弦之月》的主题曲。当然原作是矢泽爱大人的漫画啦！偶家HYDE在电影里扮演亚当，这首歌也是他作词作曲滴~~

     下弦之月，19年的轮回，19年的等待，凄美的爱情。

     今天决定换这首歌是个绝对偶然。现在我一听彩虹乐队的歌，一听到HYDE的声音，就有点想哭。

so where do i sail?
a ship losing control,
my cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea.
so where has love gone?
will i ever reach it?
the cape of storms echoes the pain i fell inside.

 

you'll never notice,
the colour of sin,
just as the storm clouds close in,
it's dark.
here in the shadows,
i am pursued,
until the ends of the earch,
embraced.

the ghost ship wanders far,
for there is no guiding star,
and this treasure has no meaning anymore.

 

so where do i sail?
a ship losing control,
my cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea.
so where has love gone?
will i ever reach it?
the cape of storms echoes the pain i fell inside.

 

you know completely,
the taste of sin,
melting sweet in your mounth,
like chocolate.
a moment of pleasure,
you are fulfilled,
but every dream has its time,
to die.

the ghost ship wanders far,
for there is no guiding star,
and this treasure has no meaning anymore.
will this be my fate?

 

so where do i sail?
a ship losing control,
my cries swallowed up, lost in the raging sea.
so where has love gone?
will i ever reach it?
the cape of storms echoes the pain i fell inside.

     真的不想写了，不想再来这里了。懒了，烦了，累了，厌了，腻了。我来这里的原因究竟是什么？我不可能在这里写下与我的日记本里相同的内容，绝对不可能。要想写出最最精彩的东西，日记本和这里，必要放弃一种。两者都不放弃，让我不得不觉得我生活在两个错位的空间里。或许，我来这里的原因，只是为了告诉人们，我还活着，我还好，我没有疯。

    

    我想你们了。雪娇，HONEY，小白，LINDA，小花，毛毛，小晨，亢亢，龙嫂，瑶瑶，梦舟，高雅…………

    我相信人和人之间真的有心理感应。星期五想给身在清华数学系的大才女我HONEY发短信问点数学，没想到还没等我按出“发送”，她的短信居然先过来了！！“等我忙过了这阵就去找你。”这句话她已经对我说了整整三次了。

    大家，等我。